June 20, 2018
9:00 PM
Hey... can we just be friends.?. I would hate to think that the person I fell in love with doesn’t exist. And we are getting to a place where we could hate each other and that would hurt my heart. We have shared a life. And to say none of it was real would be like a blow to my stomach. I can’t pretend that you weren’t real. Because you are everything real is. You have a way about you that is sweet but Completely Masculine. You are a Gentleman. You are a Lover and a Silly Goose! That’s what spoke to my heart...
If you already hate me I’m okay with that , my heart will heal. I would rather be your friend then to know you exist in this world and pretend I spent no time with you. Some of the best days of my life have been with you. The most pain I have ever felt, however the closest thing to Gods Love. I’ve seen Him enter a room when I’m with you...
What’s most important is our mental, emotional, and physical health, and we both need to heal.
I want to be able to congratulate you on busting life’s butt in your purpose in all things, to the Highest’s potential.
So, I will move out of your way, but always be your friend, if God advises you to call me back, I will stay here to the end. Giving you completely, all He has said to be... because I’d rather be a distant friend than a forever enemy...
More,
Badu
