2:07 AM I’m so full. But I don’t know that that is a good thing. As a matter of fact, I know its not a good thing. I’m full of just muck from this world. My thinking has strayed, my behavior has strayed. I’m lost... once again, I am lost. This is not a comfortable feeling. It’s not the place I envisioned myself to be. A place where nothing makes me happy, Nothing. And no one... I’m in a constant battle with self but without an outlet. I feel like I am alone in this world. Am

June 25, 2018 4:28 PM It’s funny...how you make a statement that you are Adamant about. You make it a point to be Transparent, Real Blunt and Honest... So what you say about Yourself should always be true of the way you Behave... As I had given up on Love for myself... thinking that I was always made to Love, because in my mind I was doing everything “right...” I just felt like that was my lot in life. At the same time, I felt that there was nobody out there capable of Lovin

April 22, 2018 10:33pm So this is Love. Funny. I was never taught that this is how it would feel. Love was always supposed to be that thing that brought smiles and warmth. Love was always supposed to feel like the best hug. Warm arms and chest on a cold winter day. The sun streaming across your face as you sit in the shade. That breeze across your scalp as you lean your head out the car window. This... this feels nothing like that. Love was supposed to be simple, but I found