June 25, 2018 4:28 PM It’s funny...how you make a statement that you are Adamant about. You make it a point to be Transparent, Real Blunt and Honest... So what you say about Yourself should always be true of the way you Behave... As I had given up on Love for myself... thinking that I was always made to Love, because in my mind I was doing everything “right...” I just felt like that was my lot in life. At the same time, I felt that there was nobody out there capable of Lovin

April 22, 2018 10:33pm So this is Love. Funny. I was never taught that this is how it would feel. Love was always supposed to be that thing that brought smiles and warmth. Love was always supposed to feel like the best hug. Warm arms and chest on a cold winter day. The sun streaming across your face as you sit in the shade. That breeze across your scalp as you lean your head out the car window. This... this feels nothing like that. Love was supposed to be simple, but I found

As this morning dawned, once again I was faced with these same emotions. I’m still learning. I’m still crying. I’m still hurting. However, I realize, I have not lost anything, but I am gaining Everything... March 26, 2018 2:07 AM I’m so full. But I don’t know that that is a good thing. As a matter of fact, I know its not a good thing. I’m full of just muck from this world. My thinking has strayed, my behavior has strayed. I’m lost... once again, I am lost. This is not a comfo

I guess this is how it goes... after 42 years of looking and dedicating my life to something bigger than myself, I have come to a place where I am no longer willing to look or dedicate. The hunger that I thought would never die is gone. I’m in a place of numbness, that is until the tears start. Until my memory so kindly plays back all the lies, all the trust, all the ALL, the Everything. This I know, I have never been a quitter and it saddens me that I have driven myself righ

Good Morning !! "Therefore do not cast away your confidence, which has great reward. For you have need of endurance, so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise." Hebrews 10:35-36 I woke up this AM and after a quick God given revelation, I had a not so pleasing thought: I have NO job... Immediately I could feel my anxiety mount. I diffused the situation by getting my mind on other things - Social Media... Which is covered in opinions and prayers,